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EBAR TUMI  THEMECHO SUNYE, NAO, EBAR SURU HOK TOMAR SRISTI. JAKHON CHILE TUMI APURNO, PURNOTA PAENI SRISTIRA.... ORA J 'SUNYER' KANGAL!! JEMNI TUMI 'SUKHER' CHILE, EK BUK NIL AKASHE, DHARON KORECHO BIDYUT JHALOK. KI KORE PORABE TOMAE R KICHU?? BISH PAAN KORE HOECHO 'BISHKONYE'.. BISHAKTO SORISRIP PARBENA HORON KORTE TOMAR PRAN. RANGEEN PHOOL NEI TOMAR, CACTAUS E SAJIECHO MORUBHUMI. BRISTIR JOL PAN KORENA ORA. PROTI MUHURTER ASOMO JUDHHE SRISTI HOECHE SHILPIR SUNYOTA. EBAR TUMI THEMECHO SUNYE, NAO, EBAR SURU HOK TOMAR SRISTI...............shampa

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